Hey.

Do what?

2012-01-29T13:27:00.002+08:00

people term undivided attention without the person having to earn it cheap love

but I think that unconditional love is true

Changing of mind

2011-11-25T10:38:00.001+08:00

I slept comfortably today

But I miss them so much

Perplexed

2011-10-24T00:25:00.001+08:00

laminin

freedom

many things to think

Moving on

2011-09-27T23:12:00.002+08:00

Remember,

living His life

Sleepy

2011-08-31T05:52:00.001+08:00

Just in time!

HAAAAAA

2011-07-17T21:25:00.002+08:00

I haven't whined about my missing June post!!!

A scar on my blog history forever ;_;

Anyway I wanted to post this

Tour Route 1

Notes

Begin at Viewing Gallery (Reception Area)

Near HOD room to Lobby

Point out

General Office

Concourse and

Spiral staircase which leads to the Hall where we just had investiture

Proceed through Walkway to the Canteen to the Canteen

Make reference to notice boards (Council Voice), daily announcements put up on Admin board

Smiley:

Initiated by the 14th Students’ Council

Initially just a circle painted on the road at the concourse as a roundabout for cars. The Council thought it'd be nice to have Smiley painted instead and hence Smiley was born. It then shifted to the slope leading to the back gate due to the construction of LT4, viewing gallery & rooftop garden in 2000, and shifted again to where it is today when the CPA was built in 2006.

It's an icon that can be seen from Google Earth's satellite imaging!

Its latest relocation was initiated by the 33rd Students’ Council and recently repainted by the 35ths.This move was imperative as the school was being renovated. Otherwise, the smiley would have been destroyed and lost forever

Exit door of canteen to void deck

Bookshop

Photocopy shop

Sales room

Walk through canteen to Void Deck

(pause near void deck)

Red blue and yellow pillars painted during the March 2010 break by our very own 34ths

New vending machines brought in over last year June holidays

Point out CPA: Faith Centre for Performing Arts

Events such as Fun-O-Rama collected funds + former student contributions paid for its establishment

Commissioned in May 2008

Fun-O-Rama is a biennial event, whereby classes set up food and games stalls, while the school organizes sales of various items to raise funds for the school. Since it is held once every 2 years, every batch of ACJC students (or ACSians) have the opportunity to be part of this large scale FUN experience

Facilities include a fully-equipped theatre (comprising of 450 seats, video recording facilities and an orchestra pit), a black box, a dance studio, which were built to promote the college’s passion & emphasis for the performing arts. Additional classrooms were also built to facilitate learning.

The CPA is the home to many of the College's outstanding musical and theatrical productions and the facilities are also available for use by the community

Tour Route 2 starts from the Bleachers.

(Dry weather): proceed to Bleachers

(In the event of rain, proceed to Level 3, outside LT5 for a bird’s eye view)

Stand at the top for a bird’s eye view of the Sports Complex

Largest school gym (Super Gym) in Singapore; many former students and retired teachers still use its facilities

Other facilities include a Badminton Hall, various rooms used for examination purposes (internal and external), swimming pool, pool café, various training areas for CCA groups

An interesting fact is that students are not allowed to walk across the track unless they are properly attired. This is to prevent the wearing out of the track.

Right: point out Oldham Wing

Staffrooms

Pink Studio used by ACSian Theatre

Air Rifle Range

Photography Room: Attached to their own dark room for developing their own pictures

PE store: Equipment for PE classes and certain CCAs like hockey

CCA store: Managed by the CCA subcommittee of the students’ council, logistics for banners, paint, lashes, cloth, open to students to borrow/rent

Council Room

Make reference to Music Centre and Squash Courts which are located there, together with practice studios & classrooms for MEP students.

(In the event of wet weather, proceed to): Walk under covered area leading up the staircase to LT5 area

At level 3, bear left slightly to point out Council Room at Oldham Wing

Point out upper level of Library

Tables for quiet studying on second level (Mezzanine Floor), venue for detention as well

Stop at level 3 and point downwards

Continue right, down the stairs towards the Oldham Library (level 2 and a half)

- Wide range of books for reference and research

- Computers for students’ usage, each student has his/her own account

Head towards LT4 (Largest LT in school), point out Viewing Gallery

- Venue for receptions for special occasions such as ministerial visit

Come down staircase to the Concourse

Tour Route 1 stops here. Tour route 2 continues.

HAHA just so I can refer on my mobile

BYE

When only love could make a way

2011-07-06T06:51:00.002+08:00

Wow
Wow
Wow
Wow
Wow

The last few weeks have been nothing short of amazing

God is amazing.

Though actually my papers haven't been that good so far heh

I know the next few weeks will be a challenge though.

But I know He will bring me through!

End of a great term!

2011-05-25T17:36:00.003+08:00

Council is really an amazing experience :)

But it's not for everyone, so don't treat it like a VIP club

Cheered for AC netball! Quite an intense match, really.

My throat feels like it's burning.

On the MRT to home now.

Guess what, I've started playing maple again!!

Hee. But honestly, my hardcore mapling days are some of the most fun experiences in my life.

So I've done my share of work today, just wanna go home and play a bit :D

Yay, and then holidays can play excessively with WJ.

Don't jeer at me ok! We all have our own silly favourite activity.

So so so it's gonna be a real fun-filled holiday. Just hope I have some discipline to do some work.

Looking forward to arrow camp. I hope you are :)

Resurrection Sunday

2011-04-25T06:06:00.002+08:00

It's a new month! :)

Typing this using my phone. What a time-saver hehe.

Had a really great weekend spending time with myself at home :p

I really gotta cherish these opportunities cause I will unlikely get more for the next two years

Just wish I would have let myself spend more time spending meaningful time

That aside...

My brother's gone for good. Hope I won't miss him

Horrible test results recently, cannot slack alr

I've been playing way too much, gotta stop

I miss being around really great friends

Camp is coming :):):) won't miss it for anything, not even the chance to be in council

Too much I shoulds and too little He wills

So there! Let's hope I will post more

I will try using Twitter more hm hm

March holidays

2011-03-20T23:26:00.002+08:00

So the holidays just ended.

It was really a flash! I was first in camp from Sunday to Monday then it was straight to Indo until today.

It was one of the trips that I really enjoyed though :)

My little cousins are all growing up.

I really think about how they will turn out next time, wonder if they will remember all the silly things they did, haha.

And I am proud to announce that I am not going to school for at least a day! (YAY)

I'm really grateful for the rest cause currently I have prevailing flu, sore throat and headache.

Some other reasons for not going school include laziness, lethargy, lack of sleep, long hair, still-infected foot, impaired hearing, UNDONE HOMEWORK :(( and not wanting to pass the bug around (in random order of importance).

Oh and I feel cool to say that I experienced vertigo!

It's just this vision of a spinning motion when you're really stationary.

It feels like that after you spin on the spot for a few rounds, you know!

So I just got it randomly after the flight.

Really weird. Anyway I do think I need the break.

It's been a long post, I shall savour my newfound holiday ;)

2011-02-28T21:12:00.002+08:00

Sometimes we all need a little craziness

Sometimes we all need a good rest

It's the last day of the month!

So tomorrow marks a new beginning

Then again how new is a beginning anyway?

So many uncertainties lie ahead, but I know there's someone who watches over it!

So glad to be able to live in revelation.

Challenges are never few, though!

Always know that the supply is greater than the demand, that the abundance surpasses the lack.

Hmmmmmmmmm. Sometimes I still need people to talk to,

Goodnight, ye faithful followers!

But they will always remain as a part of my heart

2011-02-09T21:51:00.002+08:00

WHOA, ACJ!

Good start so far!

Can't believe how many crazy people can actually exist together inside one school.

I'm starting to become tired though.

But it's quite cool! Now I really have lots of time to just reflect and think while moving around.

Gonna start packing my phone with messages :)

School aside, CNY has been pretty fun :):)

Met up with boy boy twice already, though I couldn't get to talk to him properly.

And popo flew in for the CNY ;)

It really feels good to have more relatives around!

But she's going back tomorrow!

Mainly cause my mom has to fly to Indo too cause her friend *needs* her to (and cause popo says my mom didn't want to sleep in the bedroom alone. HA)

MY FAMILY IS AS AMUSING AS EVER

And time to sleep! Ohh AC why are you so far from me

I'm proud of you, son

2011-01-23T18:34:00.002+08:00

IT'S JANUARYYYYY

New beginnings yeaaaaaa

Okay I just wanna make sure I have January 2011 archive

Till I feel like it,

You don't know what I have to go through

2010-12-11T22:55:00.006+08:00

Sometimes I still do need someone to talk to

but who will there be?

So it's the end.

But just as one chapter finishes, another will begin.

I don't really feel any sense of sadness, only nostalgia.

I don't know. Maybe I never felt that much of an attachment, or maybe it's that easy for me to let go.

Maybe I'm just different.

Weeks are whizzing past. Hopefully I'll be completely prepared for the coming year.

I feel really tired now. Not sure why. I was happy and energetic just moments ago.

$%^&*

I GIVE UPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP

600th post!

2010-12-03T00:01:00.002+08:00

Hello. December post!

So my history extends again :)

TMRW! I'm finally getting a new comp.

Really excited. Cause I can finally play the games I could never play.

Hehe. But of course I'll balance between going out and playing in.

The holidays have been really great so far.

Just wish it can extend to forever.

But I do believe that there are greater things in store next year ;)

And I'll definitely be prepared.

Looking forward to a glorious JC life!

November post

2010-11-25T09:24:00.001+08:00

I'll be staying home for the whole of today.

Hopefully I will recover completely.

Actually I blogged just so my November archive will appear.

So there :)

So another year passes by

2010-10-15T19:06:00.002+08:00

It's been some time, I no longer have any burning desire to blog.

I hope that I'll read through my own blog again, one day.

Meaning hopefully I'll stop being lazy.

And I still need to step up on revision.

My geog is really really bad, I don't know what to do anymore.

And it's such a pain to have several worries at once.

I never want to relive those memories again.

Anyway, this is goodbye, until I'm well over 17.

I hope that no matter what, I'll still go down the right path, living out my destiny as God planned it.

And that I always remember, I have the faith and strength to live it through.

USS!

2010-09-08T20:02:00.004+08:00

Universal Studios was totallyyyyyyyyyy (Y)

It's the best theme park I've been to in ages.

So its price is partly justified.

My aunt sponsored most of my trip. She's really really kind lah :)

I used to be very close with her.

Or so she told me. Haha.

Good holidays, although now I'm feeling tired and guilty.

Haven't touched any work yet. I know I will tomorrow, I'll force myself.

And today was really good too.

I've been renewing friendships all over and making new ones at the same time.

It's a good week so far. Sat is level session. :)

Probably our last before Os.

Okay time to slack, again. Hehe.

Hat-trick

2010-09-03T15:11:00.003+08:00

HELLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOO

I'm feeling overcharged recently :)

It started after Sunday service.

What power, a Word can bring.

I was still deciding if I should go for movie instead.

I really do wanna watch SU3, but I already told AWP that I'd be going for soccer + I get to make new friends + I don't wanna see some hypocrites >.>

Anyway there's plenty of time in the holidays to watch movies!

Heh heh. And tomorrow's DARE.

Not feeling the excitement yet, but I know I will.

And I realised I haven't eaten.

Gonna eat! The glycogen's finishing already.

Oookay. Have an awesome Sept holidays :)

Birth by sleep

2010-08-17T21:45:00.002+08:00

Several things to look forward to!

fighting spiders, although I missed it this week
Life, Wednesday
DARE, this Sat
tomorrow, I hope!
MSS, Sunday
Darlene, next Sun :)

Skype is really fun!

But I know I need to work hard.

Ooooooookay.

I can do this, with God.

His strength is mine.

I will split my father's empire

2010-08-04T20:48:00.002+08:00

You're waiting for a train.

A train that will take you far away.

You know where you hope this train will take you.

But you can't know for sure.

But it doesn't matter - because we'll be together.

Hello!

Very eventful lately.

I especially liked zoo trip + movie outing.

Haven't had so much fun in a long time.

And re-emphasised on how the most fun can be achieved only with people around.

For me, at least.

Wednesday's the best day for me currently!

Going home to watch Life then Thursday is PE and Friday is, well, weekend. :)

Oh and about the links section, don't take it personally.

And I'm not provoking anyone to not put up a links section either.

It's just that I'm TOO lazy.

Even my personal info section hasn't been updated for awhile lor!

So there. No offence.

Live your life

2010-07-17T22:17:00.006+08:00

that all the earth may know that there is a God in Israel, and that all this assembly may know that God saves not with sword and spear; for the battle is God’s, and he will give you into our hand

Thoughts striking at me, rudely poking knives into my mind.

Many things to think about.

How different is my life, really?

While I know that which is true, I cannot reinforce or prove it.

I know I'm called for greater things.

But whether I really will do, that's something else to think about.

Bygone days

2010-07-13T22:31:00.003+08:00

The proverb 得过且过 is so fitting for how I'm living every day now.

Not sure if it's good or bad. Just that I'm trying not to think too much of what's ahead.

Although my daily schedule is far from what it really should be...

And I'm learning, too. Many different things.

And I realise I'm much less mature than I expected or thought myself out to be.

Tsk.

Hmmm, moving on to a lighter tone,

I really wanna watch the documentary Life tomorrow!

It's at 10. But I'm trying to sleep before 10.30.

Although I think that the latter won't happen as the time now is 10.36 anyway.

I realise I haven't made any new friends in the past few weeks :/

Or found a good and unique perspective of another person.

Which is (N)

And Warlock is fun!

But no players (N)

When I experience an amazing, unsurpassed, unconditional love, I know I'll never be the same

2010-06-20T21:03:00.002+08:00

IT'S OVER.

AND I MISS IT ALR.

Definitely the best I ever had.

I would gladly give my holidays for another week of that.

But wj says that he wouldn't. But he doesn't know :)

Wow.

I'm just speechless at what I've experienced. You gotta taste it to believe it, folks.

You saw me

2010-05-29T23:00:00.002+08:00

Hello blogger.

2 more days to a similar experience.

Though the result will hopefully be better.

That aside, I haven't actually studied much.

Other than doing small exercises maybe like one paper a day.

It feels so sad when you don't do what you're supposed to do. Or at least, what people expect you to.

And I didn't realise how much I missed dare until I saw coach coincidentally.

He gave me a pleasantly surprised look, followed by a genuinely glad, warm smile.

And he kept asking about me although he's the one on crutches.

Which reminds me of God. It's a very sweet feeling.

And how many people can actually express their true capacity of love for me, is almost zero.

Just glad that I've gotten to know awesome people of God.

I thank God for real friends, real mentors, real inspirers and role models that I can look up to.

At least there's something to look forward to this monday.

Having a good good talk with Isaiah can rid me of a week of pressure.

And I definitely won't stop talking to God, just enjoying His love and receiving His blessings.

There's still hope for monday!

Run, as far as you can. I won't chase anymore.

2010-05-13T22:47:00.003+08:00

I was really thinking about whether I should have gone today.

For both/either.

But I didn't regret staying at home. :p

I wished I had more time.

And sat is dare. Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

I really miss those people.

It's just a different crowd.

I reformatted my comp again the second time in a week.

So that made my mind up to stay at home.

And I had a good time watching a certain cartoon :p

Not to mention quiet snippets of time.

Hmm.

Maybe it's an after-holiday thing.

I should share my joy while it lasts :)

More cartoon watching tmr!

Or just having fun.

Looking forward to sat, really really.

I need to have a good talk with someone.

no punchlines today.

Study!

2010-05-08T12:08:00.002+08:00

I was quite happy just now.

It suddenly died off though.

Still don't have the studying frenzy.

Feel left out sometimes leh.

Today is level session.

I really hope it'll be gooood.

But I really miss AD so seeing them is good enough :)

And tomorrow is birthday celebrations + serving at main service

Kinda excited

Not sure what to expect

Waking up at 6 am again.

And after that it's back to studying, at least hopefully

Loving you more, with every heartbeat

2010-05-03T00:19:00.002+08:00

1. Lizzo Haircutter forgot to pass me a spare phone :(

2. My sister finished the last strawberry milk :(

3. Exam week :(

4. Labour day holiday :)

5. Exciting mid years to come :)

Choose.

2010-04-23T20:52:00.001+08:00

I have nowhere else good to rant,

So I think I'll do it here.

Free will is such a complicated thing.

I get choices.

I choose to believe,

I choose to befriend,

I choose to slack,

I choose to play,

I choose to be like this,

I choose to be self-concerned,

I choose who to love,

I choose who to hate.

Not exactly good confessions.

But still,

God chose/choose/will choose to help me,

God chose/choose/will choose to be with me wherever I go,

God chose/choose/will choose never to forsake me even if I try to drive him away,

God chose/choose/will choose to stay with me for my own sake,

God never chose/never choose/will never choose to hate me.

God chose/choose/will choose to love me even if I irritate everyone else in the world.

Just writing a post with God in it has made me feel much better :)

What else do you need apart from the best friend, the best mentor, the best teacher, the best counsellor, the best father, the best protector, the best provider and the best lover of all?

I choose to love God.

I hope i talked your language

2010-04-23T17:53:00.002+08:00

I had a long time logging into this account :p

Short post.

The sky is so dark now, gloomy grey clouds everywhere.

It must be because J's feeling frustrated while drumming, so the sky feels J's emotions and gets gloomy too :x

J doesnt know that he's actually not as bad he thinks! (:

So, rain rain go away.

& J loves hamsters :p

2010-04-09T19:02:00.002+08:00

Blessed birthday to a very special someone.

Thanks for being a good friend for the last 3 years+. :)

Definitely changed my life.

Last week was a good week.

As compared to this week, anyway.

AFTER THIS WEEK.

NO MORE.

And good riddance.

Had enough of everything.

And I miss AD

Can I even see them this week?

I miss having fun.

May the words of my mouth and the thoughts of my heart

2010-03-30T16:10:00.004+08:00

Lord, will You be my vision, Lord, will You be my guide
Be my hope, be my light and the way
And I'll look not for riches, nor praises on earth
Only You'll be the first of my heart

I'm so far away from that life.

I think I'm giving up la.

It's too much for me :/

Anyway I have a lot on my mind already.

There's just no space for that.

When you're worried, focus on the one thing needful.

Those things aside, I'm really fine :)

Time to do productive stuff

Everything to me

2010-03-24T22:32:00.002+08:00

Just a boring update.

I wanted to post many things just now,

but they're either forgotten or decided against.

And my right-side shift key is detached ._.

High time to buy a new computer.

And lots of homework to finish up.

And other assignments.

And responsibilities...

I have a different perception to responsibilities now.

Especially in different areas.

Till the next update, then.

2010-03-17T20:58:00.002+08:00

HEYYYYYYYYY

It's been quite a good holiday, although the first few days really flew past.

Today is my second real day of holiday :>

I should be thankful, though.

I know many people who totally have no holiday at all :O

Tomorrow is outing.

Hmm.

I don't know why I'm not excited.

Maybe I've been spending too much time in a boring and mundane world.

With no real life.

AND I MISS CHURCH SO MUCH.

I didn't get to go concert.

Sigh.

2010-03-06T21:01:00.002+08:00

QUICK UPDATE.

CCA is sucking more and more and more.

And more and more money getting scammed off.

Same with time.

But I'm glad for all the friends that stick beside me,

and God who has made a way for every difficult part of my life.

God is really awesome!

This seat is Yours

2010-02-20T00:00:00.002+08:00

Drained.

Lord, I feel like...

sapped, empty, dry, void.

Too much worries, too much conflicts.

It may not be a lot, but it is too much for me.

Some burdens are not mine to bear.

Who else can I turn to?

Today was just okay.

CCA wasn't as crappy as I thought it would be.

Very tiring though. I'm just glad that the training tomorrow is cancelled.

Tomorrow is dareeeeeeeeeee.

I really don't know what to expect.

Whatever lah.

You'll make it good. Amen.

2010-02-16T21:15:00.002+08:00

I feel like it's a good time to post.

Today made me feel much better :)

But I still don't get why sometimes my family is just not as comfortable as my friends.

You know they say that friends don't accept you the way you are, but your family does?

It's like the other way around for me. And even if my friends accept me, they still correct me in an appropriate manner, letting me want to change rather than feeling obliged.

Maybe I've just not been understanding enough. Can't blame it. I've only lived so long.

So afraid to face an entirely different world.

So fearful of facing a world who sees me as an evolved monkey insignificant to the events in the universe,

when the most important person of all gave his all for me.

Are we all really meant to suffer?

If not, why does it seem so so so so unavoidable?

I know everyone else has their own share. Just sharing some of mine :)

No pitying meant to be obliged, please.

Drawn to the voice of my saviour once again

2010-02-16T11:29:00.004+08:00

You know how awesome it feels when God talks to you in a spectacular way!

Anyway!

You know I thought that the CNY break will be a GOOD, LONG break.

But now that it ends today... I think not :\

Sigh.

Dreading Friday.

CCA is becoming harder and harder and harder.

Lamentations aside...

Spent the whole CNY with my parents (except today)

Regretted it somewhat

ANW

Very very tired.

And I don't like hypocritical people, or people who act cute.

Who does, anyway.

Lord, it's not good enough

2010-02-03T22:47:00.002+08:00

Why am I such an AWFUL person? ._.

I give up trying to be good. Now it's all up to God. SO MAKE ME GOOD GOD.

OKAY. Another status update.

Hopefully from now on I will stop gl-ing people and being an irritant.

And I will study harder, and get the grades that I can potentially achieve.

I will find acceleration of time, multiplying of time and of all good blessings.

I will not have to try to do everything but REST. Spirit-directed activity.

God I can't help but be a GLK so please change me! Amen :]

Also, please cure my cold. My nose feels like its been under the sun longer than a metre rule.

Don't forget to give me restraint and do things at its own time and season. Stop succumbing.

This has been a stupid post, but the next line will change it :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL NEXT DOOR

I am so nice I bought her a present.

I am the older brother and the younger brother :)

Your grace is all I rely on

2010-01-26T17:45:00.002+08:00

It's high time for a post!!

But anyway...

School is getting more boring and boring ._.

But I can't help but notice that spending time at home is worse

A lot of things to do this week.

Let me write them down for my mind's relief:

CNYD

DRM

PGWS

ECHK

MNC

SC5

Okay awesome! I hope that's all of it.

I can't wait for dare okk :>

Need refreshment liao

Now it's time to enjoy home time :D unproductive home time.

There is more to life than this.

2010-01-14T22:07:00.002+08:00

No matter how hard I fall,

I'll still be caught in Your grace.

The past week has been quite a challenge.

But I'll be fine :)

I'm glad I'm blessed with many many awesome friends who never fail to brighten my day in some way or another.

I've decided on some important changes in my values.

I hope I'll live this life more meaningfully.

Okayyyyyy.

Let's do this!

2010-01-09T23:09:00.005+08:00

Today was just okay (:

I'm really not sure what to think about nowadays.

I feel like I'm getting distracted again more and more.

Anyway, had level session today :>

It's good to see everyone again.

Elena reminded me of Monday before I left...

I really don't know what to expect.

Anyhow, God will make it justt fine (:

Sunday tomorrow. Before I know it, I'll be preparing for Monday.

Anyway, I told myself I won't sleep so late anymore.

Shall make it a good habit!

Sleeping enough is gooooood :>

they were like northern stars, pointing me on my way

2010-01-03T00:29:00.003+08:00

Didn't go for dare. ):

A very sad week. Maybe I shouldn't have gone for countdown?

Homework is not bugging me anymore.

Mainly because I have other pressing matters and that I convinced myself that I wouldn't do it no matter how hard I try anyway...

My top prayer requests would be enjoying school lessons and wisdom.

OH. And the O level chinese also :O

But I really think I cmi. It was much worse than I expected...

Trying to end off with a lighter note... I'm interested in becoming a lawyer!! :]

[edit: oh I mentioned that...]

2009-12-30T23:54:00.002+08:00

I won't be seeing my cousins for a long long time ):

Sometimes I just wish I'd stay a kid and play with the rest.

People change sooo much.

I think lawyers are really cool!

It's a good option for a career (maybe) :D

It looks very stressful though.

But being a student is more stressful... You know I haven't touched my homework.

I think I lost it already, and on top of that I still have other deadlines.

But it's still the holidays right? (:

ANW.

HAPPY CHRISTMAS AND MERRY NEW YEAR.

I like festive seasons. :>

2009-12-30T17:58:00.003+08:00

Hello!

Doing fine for now. I feel like I'm supposed to have died long ago, and there are many assassins after me now.

But when I think about God, it just occurs to me that nothing else matters as long as God loves me.

I'm trying not to be lazy anymore! Really.

God of my all

2009-12-21T20:20:00.002+08:00

This holiday has been really meaningful in many ways.

I only regret not being able to spend more time with Isaiah. :\

Currently I have three worries :gifts, plane and homework.

Hmm.

My cousins are super cute. (^^)

2009-11-25T20:00:00.001+08:00

God, if you would, I don't want to lose her the same way.

2009-11-16T23:19:00.003+08:00

a very fast day.

i miss arrow d alr.

and i realised its not only the fun i miss.

okay.

wishing y'all a happy holidays!

make it meaningful.

and no matter what, do what you won't regret.

then you can focus to go on forward.

alright.

i want to borrow a book! which coincides nicely with tmr's outing.

hmm. dare this sat. wheeeeeee.

2009-11-14T22:37:00.002+08:00

hello blogger!

i feel considerably happier.

though i feel that i actually have the same amount of work,

just that it takes more responsibility now.

i dread cca alot ok!

its like so so ma fan.

and wh is slacking like mad ;x

but i guess we all have our share of burdens

i'll just do my best (:

anw!

it's finally the holidays

though i feel it'll be over alr.

but i MUST have some dg outings

and some promises to keep :]

okay then.

ohyeah!

serving again tmr.

i like my current mood ^^

2009-11-09T14:08:00.002+08:00

i am not going to wallow in self-pity.

or anyone else's, for that matter.

2009-11-01T23:22:00.001+08:00

2009-10-29T22:01:00.002+08:00

hello.

i promised that this will be a happier post.

so it shall!

but it shall be very short.

cause i'm tired.

and i am worried with too many things...

okay, moving on to happier stuff :X

painted banners and stuff today.

quite tiring. but it was fun all the same (:

and i missed the whole lot of them too.

and i'm sort of nervous for this sat.

still debating on whether i should cut my hair.

i think i will, though.

i hope i'll have time.

okay, before i go weirdly moody or what, i shall go off now (:

and i'll pray for alvin!

2009-10-26T21:46:00.003+08:00

i'm sorry i ever became your friend.

i'm so selfish and all,

i hope i won't ever bother you anymore.

2009-10-23T22:25:00.002+08:00

i am very very tired,

tired of being needed by everyone

and wanted by no one.

i'm having a headache alr, so i'll finish this quick.

i envy having lots of free time ):

i wanna play with those idiots.

i just want someone to play with me .-.

how boring.

2009-10-19T23:29:00.000+08:00

jeremy you stupid stupid idiot.

you should never use msn again.

2009-10-16T21:12:00.002+08:00

actually,

i was really happy just now.

but i got so badly frightened i lost the feeling...

anyway.

some gloomy stuff coming up!

wj vomited 3 times yesterday :\

and he had fever today.

i was vvvvv worried. but i really couldnt send him home.

but i think he was better just now (:

not picking up my calls anymore though. tsk.

and i just realised my forefinger is burnt.

by the lighter, i'm guessing.

wilson and me was playing with it just now.

another time,

ordinary

2009-10-12T23:24:00.005+08:00

pre-warning : this post is retarded. it doesn't make any actual sense.

hello.

here're the current depressing thoughts :

geog

GEOG

chinese

geog

chinese

that's about it. hoho.

oh,

and i want to make myself pray everyday.

sigh.

why am i so lazy.

you know,

the greatest treasure is not the greatest if it was so easy to be obtained.

what a

vexing, complicated, excruciatingly complex journey

its like having a shapeshifting key with a million chests.

ARGH

2009-10-10T22:21:00.002+08:00

who else do I have left?

arghhh.

i really hate this feeling.

i caught a cold today.

yesterday, actually

was very bad till this afternoon

actually i still feel a little warm...

and cause of flu

i missed level meeting.

again.

i miss arrow d alr.

partly cause i have someone to talk to

but i miss the whole lot.

and donovan smsed me just now

and i can't stay for third tmr

cause i have exams to study for.

though i dont actually study

idk leh

i think sharing might be a good alternative

2009-10-04T22:09:00.002+08:00

doing this, for some reason.

5 Oct M English P1 Eng P2 12.40pm

6 Oct T HMT P1 HMT P2 12.40pm

7 Oct W SS Bio 12.45pm

8 Oct T E.Hist AM P2 01.30pm

9 Oct F Maths P2 Phy P2 01.15pm

12 Oct M Chem P2 AM P1 01.00pm

13 Oct T Maths P1 Geog 12.30pm

14 Oct W Chem P1 09.00am

15 Oct T Phy P1 Bio P1 12.00pm

16 Oct F MT P1 MT P2 12.30pm

i'm feeling very, very weary.

2009-10-03T19:55:00.002+08:00

i'm having the worst headache i've had in awhile.

and the horrible getai singers downstairs aren't really helping

they've been singing ever since i came home

i wanted to leave the horrible part out, but they're switching singers and its getting worse -.-

oh well.

today was very very neutral.

"very very" because there were many things tipping it up and down but it balanced after all

and i've gotta start studying...

i can't believe that studying before the day before the exams is too late ._.

that's what i've always been doing. or not studying at all.

or on the day itself.

making me feel vv guilty.

the getai singers are highly amusing.

but very irritating.

you know, like flies.

hah.

this signals me to start studying, this corniness

2009-09-27T22:33:00.002+08:00

hello blogger!

just hung up with nikolai.

hmm.

what an honour for someone to share his life with you.

i realised today that isaiah is an even better friend than i thought

heh.

i never deserved this.

but this feeling's awesome ^^

so..

today!

second service-d with char, isaiah, niko, john, donovan and walter and jing

preston was nice enough to spare a seat for us :D

i miss serving alr!

and i miss arrow d.

again.

sigh.

i feel guilty for not studying.. again.

it's just not my passion, man :\

nvm

i'll study like i have no life SOON

AMEN

and i no longer dread school. :O

cause it forces me to study, which is good!

but i still miss arrow d. and serving.

2009-09-22T17:47:00.004+08:00

i feel compelled to blog today.

pardon me.

today's oral was surprisingly a breeze

mrs goh was v nice kk!

and god just put words into my mouth.

surprised i could even say anything.

hmm.

i miss so many things.

i feel like moving on in life is not always good.

rather, it's like it's been slipping down.

and then again.

why live when we know we're all gonna die someday?

i know the purpose i was made for

but then again all these things prevent me from it

moving to another topic.

you know!

i know isaiah is a vvvvv good friend.

but... he's definitely not my kind of best friend

for many reasons.

and i realised

all my time searching for a best friend has been futile :\

a human one, at least.

cause i'm not a good best friend, that's why.

how i envy.

they say that a good friend is the best treasure anyone can ever possess.

must agree

2009-09-21T22:40:00.002+08:00

hmm.

several things i wanna say.

but i dont think i'll say all of them.

firstly!

this blog will be very much inactive. i still feel restricted when i say stuff, so i might as well blog less

but i'll keep it up. it holds certain memories for me.

second,

sorry for the two who wanted me to link/relink.

i just did it :X

i know i took a long time. sorry.

thirdly!

there's so much i want to say, but i'd rather not.

ask me if you'd like to know about whatever happened around me :D

but still.

God is really good!

some random info.

i think i'll be attending POD much less. not my type.

swiss chocs are really really good :O

i am nothing. i lack wisdom, but i REALLY want it.

isaiah is a really good friend.

it just dawned on me that i've lost many things which are really important.

tomorrow is school. and english oral. i'm supposed to be worried, but i can't get myself to. actually i am, now. i'll be slaughtered, but god will save me

i'm still not used to joseph.

i realised that i have very very very little friends.

okay.

have a blessed week, everyone (:

2009-09-14T22:00:00.000+08:00

lord,

i don't know how to fix my life.

help me.

thank you.

2009-09-14T19:16:00.003+08:00

you know what...

i won't blog as often alr lah.

i don't like explaining myself.

anyway.

the last blog post i made...

i didn't direct it to anyone who would ever read my blog.

not ever, have never.

so don't think it was you.

i'm serious.

i'm sorry if you did.

think whatever way you want it.

the last thing i need is something else to lose

but for you,

why would you get agitated?

you wanted this, anyway.

2009-09-13T21:39:00.002+08:00

no,

it's hard to forgive

if you're not sorry.

i realised yet again

that god is the only true friend i have

i really won't mind not having any friends, actually.

but i don't like it if you keep deceiving people

or betraying their trust.

i know you may fail at times,

but you're okay with that?

even though it affects everyone,

and you just act like nothing happened cause it doesn't bother you.

He died for me.

What have you done?

2009-09-12T23:50:00.003+08:00

no matter how crushing everything may seem...

it won't crush me.

though the feeling sucks :O

holidays are gone in a flash!

and i haven't done homework.

haha. none of them :O

any time to spend on schoolwork was used to study maths.

sigh.

and i'm still using the com.

hmm.

homework.

soo much.

gooooooooood lord.

if god is blessing me with this talent,

i believe he will give me the abilities i need as well.

and help me to do whatever i need to.

aye.

i need some quiet time.

2009-09-10T16:26:00.000+08:00

my blogging screen is being retarded.

anyway!

i feel so guilty for not doing ANY work.

and i've got alot to do.

but i'll try not to worry.

hmm.

so much things i have to think about,

but i'll just leave it all up to god.

there're other things i feel guilty about,

which are more concerning :\

i'll try to do some work today,

if not revision.

if not quiet time.

quiet time should come first ):

and i miss some people alot.

but i'm really tired.

and i'm alone.

but not lonely. (:

hillsong is a good way to liven myself up :>

2009-09-07T22:50:00.000+08:00

sorry my posts weren't very nice :O

it happens alot in my blog.

but actually, i'm fine. (:

though it's nice to know that some people care enough to ask me how i'm doing.

THANKS.

anwww!

connect was really awesome.

though i'm still glued to the com alot ._.

but i personally think the games section was the best?

though it was sooooooo super short ):

cause we really had a lot of fun (:

and it's nice to see how people play games!

shows some of their characteristics and attitude

like how sam raj and noel will just scream and scream and shout and whatnot while playing :D

highly amusing stuff.

besides i like to own charmaine and isaiah in mario kart ^^

they're v weak lah! lol.

ANW.

prelims was okay.

but i really think i can't get A.

:\

but jesus can!

so i will get my grades. amen!

2009-09-04T18:58:00.000+08:00

just when i thought i can finally relax.

freakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

this is what i hate about you

2009-09-03T21:07:00.000+08:00

this is hopeless.

caught a cold!

felt horrible the whole day.

so sucky la.

wouldnt stop sneezing.

):

i don't feel like going to sch tmr.

i'll see how.

not going for cca is a good thing (:

maybe i shouldnt go to sch aft all.

anyway!

crap.

just sneezed 4 times.

i feel awful. and teary

sigh.

anyway!

patrick might have gotten H1N1 )):

arg.

i dunno if i should go to sch :\:\

sigh

2009-09-02T22:02:00.000+08:00

i'm really okay. thanks (:

today was just okay.

i thank god for the incredibly fast bus ride :O

i was rushing for drums from CQ meeting

another meeting tmr.

sigh

:\

hmm.

i totally flunked my maths test, too.

and it was really easy.

._.

sian.

long day tmr!

2009-09-01T20:35:00.000+08:00

!@#$%^&*()

more random stuff coming up.

you know i really don't get why i have such intelligence

i'll face it.

i'm pretty smart, but it's not necessarily a good thing

cause now i'm forced upon this chain of competitions

and into wrong beliefs, into premature abominations

why must we all be SO complicated,

having to think so much before doing anything

thinking about consequences and causes and then ways to remove people but still gaining social acceptance

we are all just after one thing, after all

and i dislike being smart

i'd rather be wise

it's like a curse, you know.

having to meet up to expectations,

and leaving no time for yourself

cause what are you worth for?

your intelligence, i guess

2009-08-31T23:07:00.002+08:00

first of all, i'm okay :O

but i have some things i wanna write here.

random stuff!

so you probably wont get it. shouldnt get it.

i don't feel like doing anything.

lazyyyyyyy

esp tmr's meeting

tsk.

starting to reconsider my responsibilities.

and then.

i've been feeling like...

the seeds i've sown in people,

not necessarily spiritual,

are like

given at the wrong time?

so now i see the effects

and it backfires on me.

cause they were supposed to know something else

but maybe it's just me,

being immature.

i feel like i've been really immature.

more so lately.

but i can't help but think

the fault not only lies with me.

and then!

i feel like i'm so powerless to change anything around me,

and then that matter pops up again.

i really feel lost in my thoughts.

wow.

it's a sucky feeling.

now i'm trying to look at the one and only constant thing around.

i wanna go back to that place.

2009-08-30T00:05:00.003+08:00

i think.

nikolai is a really dear friend to me

and i thank god for blessing me with such a gift

cause he's irreplaceable

and he needs you now,

help him.

sigh.

i'm really not sure

what to say about today.

i dunno if i regretted or not

i dunno if i enjoyed it or not

but stillllllll

happy birthday nikolai.

2009-08-28T20:54:00.002+08:00

i wanna fall in love with god,

all over again.

i really miss that feeling ):

sigh

i'm tiredddd

maths thingy tmr!

aft that it's to laikoni's birthday

hmmmmmmmmmm

i still havent gotten a present

im so bad. tsk.

TGIF

it feels so good to get released from cca T_T

and i think IT was worth it,

even though my fingers really hurt now :O

2009-08-27T21:36:00.002+08:00

long day!

wow.

i like the feeling of getting released from school.

i wonder how a prisoner would feel, being set free.

i should know that better than anyone else.

anyway!

i would totally love my cca if the hours aint so long

and they wouldnt be like keep dee siao-ing me everytime i come for cca :\

and the fact that i'm not a very entertaining person to be with.

esp with crowds :\

hmm.

as usual, i'll be listing out random thoughts in my head here

you know i heard about mr chan coming to the class chalet in june,

just to help us pay $80

he's a really really really nice person leh :\

though i knew that he was that kind of person, long ago (:

which is the main reason i'm feeling guilty for my homework

if my teacher wasn't mr chan i wouldn't really bother about my maths hw anymore :X

i know that's not a good thing, but mr chan is rly rly rly nice k!

i insist that i should buy him a teacher's day present :D

oh and you know i realised im a very xiao qi kind of person :\

sadded for life.

anyway!

i must buy laikoni a present. my peanut butter cups got smashed ._.

have to get something else!

2009-08-26T21:22:00.002+08:00

hmm

i had alot to think about today.

but.

im glad public speaking is finally over :]

goodness.

but i realised that public speaking is quite fun leh.

haha. never mind with the reasons.

i think brandon's a really nice instructor ^^

and today!

at drums...

patrick chided me.

for my own good, of course.

>.>

i must be more mature.

still very childish aren't you.

god'll help me. awesome!

anw!

laikoni's birthday this saturday :D

i haven't bought a present

i'm not a present-giver type.

tsk.

nvm lah.

the heart matters most :P

THEN

dare next week.

AWESOME.

opening to our holidays (:(:

jesus is my best friend :D

2009-08-25T22:31:00.004+08:00

Welcome to the planet
Welcome to existence
Everyone's here
Everyone's here
Everybody's watching you now
Everybody waits for you now
What happens next
What happens next

I dare you to move
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened before

Welcome to the fallout
Welcome to resistance
The tension is here
Tension is here
Between who you are and who you could be
Between how it is and how it should be

I dare you to move
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened

Maybe redemption has stories to tell
Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell
Where can you run to escape from yourself?
Where you gonna go?
Where you gonna go?
Salvation is here

I dare you to move
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened
Today never happened
Today never happened before

awesome songs are the best <3

i kind of fear public speaking

esp with an uncomfortable topic

and i hate repeating the same speech 3 times

i have no time to think of another.

and tomorrow is first aid test.

you know i think i'm really immature

cause there are some things which are good but i resent

and i still don't have self-control

but i thank god that he's always there to help me along

which is really awesome!

cause i couldn't have a better teacher

and i think i'm finally integrating into the class now,

cos i've been too busy with so many things before

not that i'm more free now,

but i know better where my time is well-spent.

hmm

everything'll be okay.

I dare you to move like today never happened

2009-08-25T21:05:00.001+08:00

public speaking tmr.

sucks man.

anw.

today was quite fun!

but i'm really tired.

and feeling guilty i never do any maths

2009-08-23T17:18:00.004+08:00

all this doesn't mean anything to you what.

don't deceive yourself.

but right now

i'm half dead after doing all this.

i don't wanna try anymore

do you know how i felt?

no you dont

i am yours, you are mine

JESUS

will help me.

cause he loves me

and cares for me

and wants to grab me

and take me out of here

yay.

2009-08-23T01:06:00.000+08:00

jesus,

i don't know what to do.

i really fear now.

2009-08-22T20:48:00.002+08:00

I feel condemned.

it's a really sucky feeling.

anyway.

i think that i didnt really waste today.

it was quite fun actually.

but i miss arrow d alot ):

and i think my posts are getting gradually unhappier again.

sigh.

will you stay faithful?

2009-08-21T22:26:00.002+08:00

FLAG DAYYYYYY

sian.

at least some people i know will be going too.

hmmmmmm >.>

i think samantha lek is a good friend to have!

though i still have some reservations.

okay.

i feel really great now.

cause i finished cca.

sigh.

what a longg day.

but dinner was good (:

heheh.

i hope tmr will be fun.

and i'll go to level meeting like really late.

i wanna spend some quiet time

2009-08-20T20:22:00.003+08:00

oh mannnnnnnnn

i can feel that spiritual high-ness slowly fading away.

again.

this sucks man.

and you know they're making me do cip again!

for flag day.

i hope i can get someone to come with me ):

but i can't get anyone from dare.

cos everyone will be having level meeting -.-

unfairrrrrrrr.

okay now i have to do gong han.

which really sucks.

cause the older i get, the more things i have to write.

sheeeeeeeeeesh

like other subjects aren't giving me enough trouble alr :\

but it'll be okay.

i still have this awesome peace in my heart.

it feels good.

2009-08-19T23:21:00.002+08:00

felt compelled to blog again.

i really miss my old leaders.

though i don't really miss joseph now, even though i miss arrow D

i don't really like him yet either -.-

i dont know.

he just hasn't found favour yet.

but joseph's okay lah.

he will be a really good leader.

hmm.

i still miss thomas.

lots of regret.

i hate regretting.

sigh.

its okay lah.

school again tmr.

and a long day -.-

ahh.

i feel worrisome, and unhappy.

i think i know why

shall spend some quiet time before sleeping (:

i realised that it really does help.

though that is only a small reason of why i do it

i will make myself explain this.

but i'm still not allowed to

2009-08-19T21:06:00.003+08:00

my sister just cheered me up (:

so!

today wasn't that bad actually.

apart from public speaking

which got postponed to next week :\

sigh.

i spent alot of time worrying about nothing today.

but it feels so good when i'm just so conscious of god all day long.

i hope this can last for a long time :X

anw!

totally flunked math test too.

:\:\

they used curves again.

which i didn't re-study. sigh

tio scam man!

and i didn't have time for free-marks-graph-qn

>.>

dreading cca.

okay i have to do stuff now.

it's so hard to leave it alone.

but i know i must.

2009-08-18T22:33:00.003+08:00

-.-

i dislike this comp.

it's so noob.

ANW.

it's still darn hot -.-

good god. i'll try not to take air-con for granted anymore.

my air-con unit spoiled.

the room feels like an oven.

and there's still so much maths revision to do.

and my cca is gna clash again.

wow.

how come everyone else is studying :\

wasting your time again, jer

MOVE THAT PEN.

and i hate public speaking

nooooooooo.

i don't wanna do.

sigh.

IT'LL BE OKAY.

jesus was the best public speaker.

it'll be fineeeeeeeeeeee.

:\:\:\:\:\

i am so unconfident of random topics.

i will sleep soon!

like i did yest.

right after i talk finish (:

2009-08-18T17:20:00.002+08:00

reaching home and lying on my bed is bliss.

today is darn darn darn hot -.-

i was being fried on my way home

and my muscles ache. not as much as last week though!

arh

i'm really. really. really. really. dreading tomorrow.

WHAT is with public speaking man.

i don't even LIKE public speaking.

but they're forcing us to do it.

heckkkkk.

i don't wanna do stupid public speaking.

and then the

physics att

physics assignment

maths test

and cca.

tsk.

i don't feel really squashed though.

just irritated! why must have so many things.

gl.

i feel sleepy!

2009-08-17T22:05:00.002+08:00

._.

super irritated.

my com's not working well.

sigh.

today was okay..

but really tiring!

and i ponned chi remedial.

not that it's gonna be really productive anw.

and i owe like, tons and tons of homework

and then there's the CQ competition.

and the major math test on wednesday.

which i'm gonna flunk cos i didn't bother to study, or do homework.

and my eng compre was so bad i only got 20%.

and then, physics att, chinese att.

hmm.

you know, i feel like i have a lot of stuff to do, but at the same time i can feel that someone else is helping me.

it feels so good.

just to know that. and the fact that all i have to do is do what i can at each moment of my life,

and even if i don't reach the target, i have reached my ultimate goal of doing the most that i can,

considering my boredom and self-restraint capacities, of course :P

yeah.

i know i'm gonna be killed for everything,

but that one thing still remains.

if you've thought wrong,

this is not the end.

or at least,

i don't want it to be.

2009-08-16T22:15:00.002+08:00

i dont know what to feel.

why must everyone be so complicated

i know these are necessary.

but i still can't understand.

which proves my immaturity.

but i know it'll be better

it's a

forced upon, essential, double-edged decision.

it'll be okay.

i know.

can't help but be envious.

TGIF

2009-08-14T19:50:00.000+08:00

wow my posting screen is being weird again.

so glad the week's over.

there's a big difference from this week to last week though.

hmm.

anyway,

I WANT MORE FROM GOD. AMEN.

shall enjoy my break now

2009-08-10T22:09:00.000+08:00

ah.

my post is gone.

okay i'm too lazy to repost :\

but i'm back!

2009-08-06T20:32:00.002+08:00

leaving me alone,

without a farewell.

come to think of it,

i'm not sure anymore how many untruths i have heard.

today was REALLY tiring.

but minnie made it a lot better. heh.

and THANK GOD OKAY.

for favour. cause singh let me off 45 mins early.

how nice of him (:

but he's still really intimidating. sigh.

anw!

no cca tomorrow.

awesome.

i will have fun this weekend. but i miss arrow d alr :\

2009-08-05T20:42:00.003+08:00

crap lah.

god help me for tomorrow.

cos i have to stay in sch until 8 plus.

this srsly sucks man -.-

totally hate stupid schools.

and to think i have all sorts of homework from various parties.

sigh.

physics test tomorrow, too.

crap.

i haven't had time to study.

i guess i'll try to clear some homework tomorrow, then.

BUT 8 PLUS IS JUST MAD.

wth. i'll be reaching home tomorrow about this time. which is so freaking late.

i can't imagine having school the whole day, and only coming back now.

sigh.

the moon is quite nice tonight, actually.

no mood to appreciate it though

2009-08-04T22:21:00.002+08:00

caught a cold again.

sigh.

i feel like taking another mc,

but i'll get into trouble again,

if i don't turn up for school.

this sucks man.

i hate stupid schools.

some schools are not too intelligent.

anyway.

pe is the only thing i'm looking forward to tomorrow.

will be really busy.

and i might not go for this sat's thingy.

i'd rather have a dg outing. tsk.

i'm getting famous with the disciplinary board teachers. sigh.

and weirdly, they're all for different reasons. as in. not as discipline-related

letssee.

i know mr singh cause of 2 events this year Q_Q

mr ang cause i asked him an explicit math question ^^

mrs lee cause she's my house captain. (PIZZA ON FRI)

i'm not related to mr wong though. not that it's a bad/good thing.

there's a few more teachers i think. i dont feel good remembering any more

ookay. i will attempt to do gong han before giving up and going to sleep. and reaching school on time.

aye. another week is gonna go by.

2009-08-03T17:47:00.003+08:00

i give up.

okay. today was actually not too bad.

apart from the fact that i'm really tired.

and my internet is back alr! hahah.

faster than expected.

and there's no cca this friday as well.

awesome.

i'll have an early night.

my right eye is still twitching a little...

have some homework though :\

2009-08-02T19:55:00.002+08:00

you know i wanna be selfish sometimes.

like really.

like only paying attention to whatever i really want to care about.

and just pushing aside whatever i can't be bothered enough about.

but i feel so guilty. but i wanna be selfish.

but not like whatever i wanna care about is gonna work out well.

okay. never mind.

i miss going online i think.

but i'm tired. i wanna sleeep.

have tuition aft this. it will help me.

it better.

okay WHAT AM I DOING.

i will love studying.

and this week will be REAALLY awesome.

yeahhh.

argh. i'll call them up.

or maybe i won't

quiet time is good.

i know i never make any sense in my posts.

but its okay.

stupid studies.

2009-08-02T00:48:00.002+08:00

never mind.

not like it really matters

today was awesome i think (:

never felt so good in a long time

though it started out pretty crappy,

it ended up going up like a quadratic curve. lol.

but still!

i don't like the new section. sec 4s are REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY stubborn.

and i still don't get why some people choose to ignore the q poles k.

the things are like put there as a barricade. SO DONT CROSS LAH.

seems like everyone thinks they're a vip of some sort -_-

that aside!

loved green patch today (:

i'm so glad i'm in arrow D.

char is making me change my fringe tomorrow.

though i don't really mind, cause i'll be trying to get it cut by monday.

okayy.

it kinda went bumpy just now. sigh.

a random thought : my sister clings on to me a lot more now!

not that it's a bad thing.

but i like being a good brother ^^ when i'm not being irritative of course.

but she knows when to find me now.

anyway.

my internet should be down for like a week...

currently using this wireless adaptor my father has.

though i don't plan to use it often, cause it has a limit.

and i didn't use it just now cos other people were still using it.

aye.

looking forward to tomorrow.

*yawn*

2009-07-31T20:29:00.003+08:00

i feel,

that if you don't like what i'm doing.

just ignore me.

i hate forcing people to something.

and...

you realllyyy make me feel like i'm trying to tear this apart.

im not.

i won't blog much.

have to watch what i say. sigh.

anyway.

i don't know if i'm glad cause i've been through cca, or cca is over, or that it's the weekend!

a compilation of all i think.

but there's always something else to pull it down.